Ik kahani kisi ke liye.... (short story)

Aaj fir bahut thand ho gye ,,, ghar se niklne ki bat to aur aaj apne khidki ke shishe se barf ki chadar hi dikhayi de rahi,, ab is internet ko kya ho gya,, agar usse bat nai hui to rat kaise kategi,,, ab jhuta hi sahi pyar ho gya hai,, ab jab tak jeena hai , isi mayajal me rahna hai ,, kam se kam baki ki jindagi to sukoon se kategi... Ufff ye barf v na .... Kabhi kabhi to is barf me uski tasveer dhudti hu,, ab samjh nai aa rha dil aur dimag k jung me kaun jeetega,, man kahta hai dil hi jeete,, pyar hai ya kuch aur,,, ab bus v kar ai man ,, kam se kam bhuk hi lga de,, kitchen me jau to sahi ,,, kuch banaungi to dil bahal jayega... Wo kya sochta hoga,, abhi umar hi kitni hai uski.. Woo mere emotion ko kabhi nai samjh payegA.. Khair mujhe kya hai ,, jindagi aise hi chalti hai.. Ik aur party hogi , cake katega aur umar dhire dhire is cake ke jaise hi pighal jayegi,,, aakhir ye pyar kya hai,,, chalo isi bahane khud se batein karti hu ----------

Ye to meditation ho gya ,, jab solution nikalne ki soch rhi hu,, to dimag khamosh ho ja rha hai... Aise to bda bhatkta hai... Achha dil tu hi bta-( jo ho rha hai bilkul sahi hai ,, yahi ik golden period hai.. Sab apni jindagi me khus hai,, mera v hak hai khush hone ka mai v khus rahungi.. Agar wo chala gya to,,,, kya fark padta hai,, kam se kam ye yadein to rahengi,, aur jayega kyu ,, mai to suljhi hui .. Kaun sa pallu se bandh ka rahne ko kah rahi hu,, bus kuch waqt hi gujar le,, itna hi to chahiye ,, waise v mukaddar ne der saber jo v diya hai , khush kar diya hai.. Waise mai hu bahut emotional ,, lekin kya hua dil ki achhi hu tabhi to ye bat mukaddar ko v pta hai,, khair jra dimag ki suni jaye,,

( hormones, emotions , etc etc .. Pta nai kya hai,, waise calculation kiya jaye to ab tak smooth chala hai,, probability achhi hai future me achha hi hoga,, mai kin chizo me padi hu,, meri umar ab in sab chizo ki thodi hai.. Lekin kya hua khush rahne ka hak sabko hai,, agar kisi ne pucha to bol dungi,, lonely feel kar rahi thi kisi se kuch bat share ki,, aur sach v yahi hai,, lekin agar ye chala gya to,, to kya hoga emotional hu bewkuf nai,, lets see

Ufff issse acha to so jau , itni tension jo nai hoti,, lagta hai koi msg aaya,, lets check,,, ohh aya hai ,, abhi batati hu , ye lo😘😘😘😘😘